Cabela’s sent me a magazine. It’s a pretty great day :)
Ok so I do love to post pictures and stuff on here, but I also like that I can type out my issues with my life and kinda get them off my shoulders. So here it goes, more of life’s issues.
Obviously, my ex boyfriend is never gonna leave me alone. No matter how many times I turn him down, when he texts me at 2 in the morning, for a booty call. Yes, I get it your lonely. But what the hell do you think I am? I’m just as lonely too. And NO, we are not going to do what Kenny Chesney’s song says, I’m not coming over! I love Kenny but come on! All it says is come over about a thousand times. Okay, back to my shit. Does he really think I’m not lonely? I’m just too tired to put up with his shit. The only time he texts me is around 2 A.M. and it’s almost everyday. Ugh…..Like this morning, he text me and asked how I was feeling, I have a bad cold, and I said that I was still sick. He replied with “Awe I’m sorry.” No, your just sorry that I can’t come over and be your booty call. I’m pretty sure he has commitment issues. He’s an only child, and still living with his mom and dad and he’s going to be 22. I guess I understand the whole living with his parents thing, cause they are both very sick, but anytime I say how much I like him, he completely ignores it. I’m not okay with that. The truth is, I’m probably the only girl he’s been with that is not a whore. And when the times comes and he has to grow up, he’s gonna learn that I would have been an amazing person to settle down with.
I’m always gonna have feelings for him. No matter how many times my mom and dad say he’s no good. And no matter how many times I tell myself that I’m over him, there will still be a little part of me that hopes he comes back into my life. But seriously, I don’t think I trust him. I think he cheated on a girl before, and you know that saying, “once a cheater, always a cheater”. I’ll never be able to stop talking about him, even though I wish I could.
socrazyisthisthingwecalllovee asked: how long have you had your tumblr?
For almost a month now. It’s pretty fantastic :)
I want a boy bestfriend who will call me beautiful, and like my photos on facebook, commenting them saying things such as the fact he’s proud to have me as a bestfriend. One that I can call up, crying about other boys, and him saying he’ll beat the shit out of them for me. A boy bestfriend who will drive me around like he’s my big brother, and kiss me on my cheek/forehead when he knows I’m upset. One who becomes friends with my boyfriend and one who calls me up to see what I’m doing. I want a boy best friend who will tell me when I’m wrong, and force me into fixing things and apologizing because he knows that it will make things better for me. I just want a perfect boy best friend, who will love me and protect me from all the other boys.